christian dior, haute couture f/w 2009, by john galliano
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Anonymous asked: how overweight were you as a child--and you know that everyone is chubby when they are little right, it goes away when you go through your first major growth spurt. tell me what you hated about being fat
i was litterally obese. bmi of about 26. my weight was used as my indentity, i was known for being fat. i was so jealous of all the other tiny girls, god.
i ate 560 calories and 0 grams of fat today. i walked a lot though. i walked to the shopping center and bought myself some new heels. they’re by steve madden and they’re red, orange and pink. they’re color-blocked. i also walked a lot with victoria. so i’m hoping that i burnt the majority of the calories off. god, i’d fucking kill to fast, i haven’t fasted in over a week. i’m praying to god that my fast will work out on wensday and thursday. please, please let my fast work.
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Left: Toile look inside the atelier for Christian Dior
Right: Yana Karpova at Christian Dior haute couture f/w 2009
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Anonymous asked: what is so bad about being fat anyway. and if you get help you will only think you are fat you won't actually be fat, not at all. you think you are fat now but you are skeletal as fuck. you're like thirteen or fourteen. really? everyone hates there mom at fourteen.
everything is bad about being fat. when i was younger, i actually was overweight. it was awful.
i am a fat pig. i binged WAY TOO MUCH this morning, but luckily i didn’t consume any fat, then i ran 7 times around my block, which is a bit more than two miles, at a fast pace. after my strenuous work out i ran to the bank to meet my mother and father. then, after that we went to genuardi’s and trader joe’s. i bought fasting supplies and i’m hoping that i will actually get to fast this week, unlike last week. i fucking hate my fucking mother. she always tries to get me to buy fattening food. i hope she fucking dies. i’m sick of eating so much and being so goddamn fat. i am a disgusting, fat, useless, stupid, self-indulgant, delusional PIG. and i’m far too fat and eat WAY TOO MUCH to even qualify for anorexia.
